It's Most Difficult at Evening - I So Miss You

When I look at his things, his empty kennel or hear a song like "Kite" from U2, the memory of that last day comes over me like a flood. It's been a little more than four weeks ago but sometimes, it feels like it just happened. I know that time will help. The ache from missing him reminds me that I'm still human. Something is about to give I can feel it coming I think I know what it means I'm not afraid to die I'm not afraid to live And when I'm flat on my back I hope to feel like I did And hardness, it sets in You need some protection The thinner the skin I want you to know That you don't need me anymore I want you to know You don't need anyone or anything at all Who's to say where the wind will take you? Who's to say what it is will break you? I don't know which way the wind will blow Who's to know when the time's come around? Don't want to see you cry I know that this is not goodbye In summer, I can taste the salt in the sea There's a kite blowing out of control on a breeze I wonder what's gonna happen to you You wonder what has happened to me I'm a man, I'm not a child A man who sees The shadow behind your eyes Who's to say where the wind will take you? Who's to say what it is will break you? I don't know where the wind will blow Who's to know when the time's come around Don't want to see you cry I know that this is not goodbye Did I waste it? Not so much I couldn't taste it Life should be fragrant Rooftop to the basement The last of the rockstars When hip-hop drove the big cars In the time when new media Was the big idea That was the big idea